You Know Dat's Right

I was on my way to the mall today. Not to buy anything, of course, to window shop and pretend that I have an income. Anyway, I was on Ambassador, stopped at the red light at Johnston St. I looked up at the car to my left, and I noticed that it was a very clean, dark silver, Toyota Camry. Inside the Camry, I saw two black women looking at me, talking, and pointing. I read the lips of one of them, and she said, "sexy."

I was like WHAT? I thought that was funny. Then, she proceeds to roll her window down. So, I ain't skurred....I rolled mines down too.

She said, "I just wanted to tell you that you have a very beautiful car. It's so nice. I love it, and that's a good color too." I was laughing, and saying thank you. I thought it was funny because I drive a black car.

The blacker the berry, the sweeter the juice.

TGIF

I am sooooooo glad the weekend is here! Oh...wait. I'm unemployed. Everyday is the weekend!!

On the positive side, if I was in school, I would be taking finals now. If I was working, I would be tired from the busy week. If I was working at SPL, I would be working ALL weekend. We worked shifts, and this weekend would be mine to work. Also, if I was working at the KC's, I would never have a day off.

Things are looking up.

Lafayette's

I asked Roz for my old job back at Lafayette's. She said that she would have to talk to Mr. Jerry and Zee, and see what they say about it. Zee made a comment which leads me to believe he may or may not hire me back. He was being sarcastic, but you never know.

OUCH

Today I decided that I would lay out and get a little darker. So, of course, I went out during the hottest hours that the sun is out, 11:00-13:00. By the way, I wasn't laying out that ENTIRE time.

I was determined to tan my legs because they look so white. Well, now the front of my body is RED. I flipped over and my back is a little pink, but it mostly just tanned. Yeah, I have been in pain all day.

I've been nursing my burn tonight with some Bud Light. It's working well; I'm trying to kill the pain before I go to bed. Oh yeah, and I'm rubbing some after sun gel TID & PRN.

I've been watching KLFY TV10, and for the past week, they have been advertising a special news report: "Fire hydrants. We'll tell you which ones work and which ones don't." Personally, I think that is something that the city should worry about more. They are acting like it's a huge expose. They probably all work, but they were just desparate for a story. I hate that station. In addition, To Lori Meaux-Steele: YOU SUCK! I hope you get fired because you are AWFUL! You should write newspaper articles so we don't have to watch you act the ass on television.

Whoot Whoot

My day began by killing a water mocassin. He was a mean little S.O.B. He took repeated strikes at me with his mouth open, ready to bite. BUT......I WON!

I dropped off an application at World Market today. Of course, not what I want, and no telling when I will even get called for an interview. So, I left there and began to think. Man, it has been so long since I used my brain. It was kinda foggy and full of cobwebs. I was on Kaliste Saloom, and I had a thought! Why should I not just go back to Lafayette's Restaurant? I know the people. I know the menu. I know the computer system, and I can go back with all the seniority that I had when I left! Perfect! Plus, I can get paid the day I start, since servers take home cash at the end of every shift. That's it; I have made my decision.

Kelly text messaged me tonight from the Kenny Chesney/Gretchen Wilson concert...where I was supposed to be. Ahh...I wish I could have heard her sing "When I Think About Cheatin'' live. I will see them BOTH again, at some point in time. I'm making a vow to that.


Tonight was the last episode of Nashville Star. The winner of the show was Erika Jo. I was pulling for her the entire time, so I was pumped (for her). She's an 18 year old, high school senior. She just went to her prom last weekend, and tomorrow morning her new single "I Break Things" is being released. Wow! That must be so exciting. I'm trying out for Nashville Star next year.

Nothing

Today, I did nothing. I watched the rain, checked the mail, and ate a blizzard. I did some semi-productive things like called Baker-Hughes for a job, but I only left a message. Also, I took all my personal files out of a temporary file box, and put them in a real filing cabinet.

Tomorrow, I'm going to go to Lafayette and apply for more jobs that I don't really want. It's depressing and discouraging. ONE DAY: I will get a job that I enjoy.

Today is a day that I have looked on all the things taht I do not have. I do not have a job. I do not have a place that I can call my own. My parents still fly through my room like it's a hallway. I'm 25, and I'm almost a loser like my brother.

Out of Order

Well, to all of those that I usually chat with online...my phone line is not working. As I am sure you know, I still dial-up the internet because I live out in Ebenezer, and that is all that is available. Tonight, I used my parents' line. So, until BellSouth can get their shit straight, I will not be online much. If you are lucky enough to have my cell phone number, use that if you miss me. If not, fuck you too.

Make up your mind

A Willie Nelson Song

I did not have the best day today. I barely slept last night. I went on an interview for a job that I don't want. I spent most of the day alone. I'm sore. I'm tired, and now that it is Friday night, I am sitting alone in my room.

"Hello Walls. How'd things go for you today?"

I have to live my life for me, no one else will do it for me. You can't depend on others to have your days filled with fun and excitement. That is something that you have to make yourself. Now, I just need a plan.

By the way, Happy Earth Day!

Free Concert

Tonight, I went to the Marc Broussard concert at Festival Internationale de Louisiane. It was a great concert, and I saw so many people that I knew. I went with Scott, but we met up with Beth, Erica, and Damon. It was so packed outside. I felt like I was at the Plaza, on a Saturday night, back in 1999.


Here is a picture of Beth, Erica, and me. Damon was the photographer. It was taken with Beth's new camera. Actually, I got this picture off of her blog. In this picture, I'm hiding my Bud Light can behind my back. Beth asked me to since it was going to appear on her blog. Girls, thanks for making me look so tan. [wicked laugh]

The festival is going on all weekend, so I may make another appearance.

That's how we roll

Today, I went with Cypress, along with her travelling companion, on a hiking trip. It was completely spur of the moment, and I apologize if I didn't call to invite anyone. Cypress called me at about 08:30, and asked me how soon it would take me to get to her house to go hiking. I said, "I'll be there in about 35 minutes." Then, we were on our way...

First, we stopped at the gas station to tank up, where I paid $1.99/gallon. I like to advertise the cheapest prices that I see and pay. It is really sad when $1.99/gallon is cheap.

Two hours later, we arrived at our destination. The weather was beautiful, perfect day for hiking. We paid our admissions in the "Honor Box," and we started up the trail. We come upon sign #1.


"Experienced hikers in excellent physical condition," that's all us. The first waterfall we came upon was so beautiful. It was big, and the water was ice cold. So, we stripped down and swam. Man...you should have seen the frogs that were getting it on down there, and they were doing it froggy style. I didn't take my camera or backpack down the first waterfall because it looked pretty difficult to get to the bottom. I didn't want to fall, or break my camera. So, we didn't get any great shots of that. We'll save that one for next time.


Here's a picture of the second waterfall. This was such a great angle that I couldn't pass it up.


Here is Cypress at the second waterfall catching the ice cold water in her hands. You can tell it's cold by her reaction.


Along the trail, we spotted a tree with a huge split in it. I had Cypress stand in it to show just how amazing it really was. It makes you wonder what caused such a drastic change in the tree's anatomy.


Cypress's good eye spotted this King Snake. These snakes do bite, but they are not poisonous. They are good snakes because they actually fight off the bad snakes. So, you probably would not want to kill one of these.

We saw several birds along the way, but they were hard to spot because of all the trees. They have plenty of places to hide. We heard lots of woodpeckers, but were never able to see any. I was really looking for the Ivory-Billed Woodpecker. They are believed to be extinct, but that is still questionable. There is a big reward if anyone can prove a spotting of one.


This is the first bird that we saw, a Scarlet Tanager.


Here is the second bird that we spotted, a Magnolia Warbler. It took me forever to find this bird. He kept jumping around, and flying away from me. Tricky little fella.


This bird we actually did not see, but I know the call. He is a Prothonotary Warbler. His call is very distinct, and hard to mistake.


Cypress does not go on a roadtrip without Kermit. Here's the frog himself chillen' by a small stream. Man, it's not easy being green.

On the Road Again

Have you been keeping up with Nashville Star? Next week is the final episode. I don't know who is going to win. I'm rooting for Erica Jo. She's a cool high school chick with a great voice. Although, the guy Jody has a great style, and he is an incredible performer.

Today, Kevin brought home some boiled crawfish. I guess that boy is good for something every now and then. As he was driving home, he saw a HUGE bullfrog on the road. It's one of the biggest ones that I have ever seen. It must have weighed 5 pounds or more. CrAzY!


Kee-yaw...mais dats a big wowaron!


Hey sugah...you'd be good on a platter!

I spent all day in da Fette with my mom. I met Erica, at work, and I submitted my resume for a couple positions there. I got some other applications from around the metropolis. Mom and I ate at the Olive Garden. Man, that place brought back some awful memories. Patty ("Crack-head") came talk to us. I'm surprised she didn't ask if we had any Valium. She's a manager, and she asks her servers if they have drugs for her. It's not like she's in her twenties either. She's in her mid-fifties. If you ever see this woman, you will know that she is cracked out. She will have conversations with herself. It's freaky.

It doesn't sound like we did much, but we spent the day on the road. I went to my Nanny's house, and she had to show me everything new that she did around the house. She was all proud.

Hey...has anyone see Courtney Gary on the new LGMC commercial? I was just wondering.

I talked to Trey tonight about some oilfield jobs. Good jobs...not roughneck jobs. "Now is the time to get in," he says.

Some of my new favorite TV shows are House MD, and Grey's Anatomy. Man, I could sit and watch those shows all day long.

Southern Louisiana Goodness

As many of my friends know, food is my passion. I have heard that many people around the world eat to live; however, I live to eat. I don't mind trying new things, unless it's tripe. Tonight, mom is frying some frog legs and making a frog stew with the meat....that's not on the legs.


Mmmm...Fried Frog Legs. Ca c'est bon, cher!


Here's the Frog Stew. Mais, dat's gonna be good over some of dat Crowley Rice, yeah.


Nothing like sucking heads and pinching tails on Easter Sunday.

Hey Erica, thanks for all of your help. Luv ur guts!

Sunday Evening

Well, I quit my job this evening. Actually, all went well. Although, I think Bob was just being fake. He said, "I repect your opinions." To me, that was the typical rehearsed business reply. Everything he says on the phone and person-to-person comes from a script. That's how he tried to teach us.

No definite new jobs on the horizon. I need an income as soon as possible. Tomorrow I will make that venture into the "real world" to find a shitty job in Crowley. Mom said that they were hiring a janitor at the Rice Palace. I love having a Bachelor's.

Sunday Morning

Last time I spoke to my boss was 19:00, Friday evening. We agreed that we would see each other at 18:00 today, and we would discuss everything then, NOT BEFORE. Well, he just called me. Now, I do not feel the least bit guilty when I show up to tell him that our business relationship has come to an end. I won't put in 2-weeks because not like I spent enough time at this job to even use it as a reference. All things considered, this is not really the type of job that a 2-weeks notice is applicable. If they are all about selling, and they want to sell on a "second appointment" that is an appointment that I won't be around for. I am not wasting any more of my time, energy, or GAS!

Hopefully I will be home in time to see Desperate Housewives. It's been eons.

Dear Erin,

I know that you don't read my blog now, but maybe someday you'll come across it. You're going through a rough time. I am sure that you think no one understands and that everyone is looking down on you. Neither do I know what others think, nor do I care. The same should go for you.

I do want you to remember that I care. I was there for you in the past. I am here for you now, and I will remain by your side in the future. You are a great friend, and the thought of losing that...Well, it just can't happen. Please, when things get a little shaky, remember my number.

Always,
Brian

Ca Va Mal

Well, I DID NOT GET A PAYCHECK TODAY. Therefore, FUCK the KC's and their insurance program.

Give Me Freedom

I have come to a conclusion. I am not a business man. Actually, I knew it all along, but I was trying to make it work. The insurance business is not for me.

I went over the numbers, and it appears that I have been working 70 hours per week, Monday through Friday. Now, that does not include the work that I have to do when I get home to prepare for the next day.

This week has been so tiresome, and I actually sold my first policy. I have been busy working 70 hours this week, and Bob (my General Agent = Boss) wants me to fill my Saturday with studying for ProStart, and also on my next certification. In addition to that, I have tons of stuff to catch up on for work. He has already planned my Sunday. First off, I have to stand outside of St. John's Cathedral and invite parishoners over to view their new KC home. That'll take about four hours if I do 2 masses. At 18:00, I have to go to the office and make phone calls for 1.5 hours. Then, I will just be getting home around 20:30, and it will be time to start the week all over again.

I am SICK of it. Neither have I seen paycheck #1, nor dollar #1. I should be getting paid tomorrow, but it's going to be a "draw check," not the salary that I was promised that would be an addition to my commissions. A draw check is basically a cash advance on commissions that I haven't made yet. The plan is to see what I get paid tomorrow, and Sunday, I will arrive with all of my forms and supplies that they provided me. I will simply tell Bob that this is not working out for me, and I will take a small job in Crowley.

Right now, to work for the KC's is costing more money than I'm making. I put over 100 miles on my car everyday, and I'm not making any money. I figure that if I get a job in Crowley, I can drive my car for over 2 weeks on a tank of gas, and I will, at the very least, make minimum wage, which will pay the bills.

Stay tuned...

RIP Jess

Well, today our dog passed away. I loved Jess. She was a beautiful registered yellow lab. Here's a picture of a picture that I framed of her.

Should I?

Last week, I had a conversation with an attorney. We were discussing college. He missed his college days, eventhough they were not very long ago.

Personally, I do not miss my college days because they just ended. I mentioned to him that when I originally decided to major in Biology, I was in persuit of one day becoming a Physical Therapist. He told me that I should go back. I have been thinking about him making those comments. I don't feel as though I am ready to go back to school this instant. However, after evaluating the diverse positions that I have held, I hold my job at Lafayette General Medical Center very high. In fact, I consider it one of the best jobs that I ever had.

While working at LGMC, I met many great people, the same as I have with most jobs. I just felt great about myself. I was helping those who were ill. I did get aggravated by the physicians, but I took comfort in knowing that I did an exceptional job. I engulfed myself in the medical information. I took part in discussions about patients and symptoms. I even went as far as to take a class on reading the electrocardiographs, and I learned many different aspects about the electrophysiology of the human heart.

Keeping all of this in mind, I am feeling that I may have a part in health care. I am not sure where but somewhere. I may have to brush off the books sometime in the future and take that leap into medicine.

"That must be ya ass cuz it's not ya face."

PUH, I'm Tired

I have been running all week, and now I am exhausted. We've been working 12-hour days. I have been up since before 06:00 this morning, and I had stayed up all night preparing for a talk that I had to give today at our meeting. I'm sure glad I got past that.

I ended up eating Wendy's tonight. I am busting at the seems. My clothes from last summer, are nowhere close to fitting. I think I've gained close to 25 pounds since last summer. Isn't that crazy? I had to remind myself of that today when I went shopping for name-brand items at TJ Maxx. You can enquire later if you want to know how much I paid.

Stumped

I am really tired, and I don't really have anything special to blog about tonight. I'm stressed and aggravated. Although, I got a link that amused me: http://www.uwbadgers.com/photos/full_photo.aspx?pic_filename=detmer_joe_mtrk_05_02a


Well, the link isn't working anymore. Luckily, I saved it before they took it down from the site. Here's a looky.

Be Not Afraid

Today, the Catholic Church, and the world, is struck by the death of Pope John Paul II. Within the next 15 days, we will embark upon a new era, but his legacy will never be forgotten. In his final hours, he said to the youth: "I have looked for you, and now you have come to me. Now, I thank you."

He lived as an example to us all, and he accepted death courageously. He told the world: "I am happy, and you should be as well."

Steak Night

Tonight, I ate at GJ's in Branch. I had a 32-ounce sirloin, with a stuffed potato, for $13.99! What a deal! They had a live Cajun band playing, and there is also a buffet. I have never had anything but the steaks here. It's a really cool place, and it is FILLED with antiques. I can't even stress enough when I say FILLED.

We should get together and go there one evening. Let me know when you're available.